Not Enough.

Today, I started reading, "Don't Waste Your Life," by John Piper. 
I guess you could say that is what inspired me to start this blog, or whatever you want to call it. 
I'm almost 20 and lately I've been struggling. I quit college and am working full time. But what am I doing? Am I wasting my life? I do the same thing, I get up, work, eat, watch movies, rest, and sleep. What a waste! Going to church once (sometimes twice) a week is not cutting it. 
I know I was made for more than this, but what is it? I just want to know! 
I'm sure God has been trying to tell me, but who am I? Too busy to listen? Apparently.... 


I've got and incredible family, and a boyfriend who I'm crazy about. I've got a good job, and a nice house. But this is not enough. I feel a longing inside me.
Of course I know Jesus, but what else is there? Its something inside he's trying to show me but I don't know where to begin. I don't even know how to listen.


Over the next year I plan on taking time to actually listen, I plan on doing new things, and I plan on searching for my purpose, but most of all, I'm going to glorify God through it all! 


Well, we shall see how this goes! Thanks for following me on this journey, I hope to have some people by my side. 


-Taylor